There is no place like Toilet...

"SOMETIMES THERE ARE THINGS IN OUR LIFE THAT AREN’T MEANT TO STAY. SOMETIMES CHANGE MAY NOT BE WHAT WE WANT. SOMETIMES CHANGE IS WHAT WE REALLY NEED. AND SOMETIMES SAYING GOODBYE IS THE HARDEST THING YOU THINK YOU’LL EVER HAVE TO DO, BUT SOMETIMES IT’S SAYING ‘HELLO AGAIN’ THAT BREAKS YOU DOWN AND MAKES YOU THE MOST VULNERABLE PERSON YOU’LL EVER KNOW. SOMETIMES CHANGE IS TOO MUCH TO BEAR, BUT MOST OF THE TIME CHANGE IS THE ONLY THING SAVING YOUR LIFE."

Ang awkward ng title diba? Appreciation post to para sa BANYO/COMFORT ROOM. Hahaha! Lately ko lang kasi narealize ang tulong na nabibigay niyan sakin, hindi dahil sa na-jejebs ako, kundi dahil sa maraming bagay.

Dati ginagawa ko lang concert hall ang CR, siguro kayo din. Dito lang ako bumigay todo ng kanta, dito din ako sumasayaw. Ugali ko kasi dalhin ang fone ko sa CR at magplay ng MP3 para ganahan maligo. Ang weird no? Lels.

Pero hindi lang yan ang ginagawa ko sa banyo. Nung college ako kapag inaantok ako sa klase, lalabas ako para lang mag-CR, bubuksan ko ang faucet, basta hahayaan ko lang na flowing ang water tsaka ko ibabad ang kamay ko. Yun ang ginagawa kong paraan para magising.

Lately sa work super naging tambayan ko siya. Kapag inaantok, kapag gusto ko ng magwala sa office dahil sa sobrang toxic ng work, kapag bwisit na bwisit na ako sa bossing ko, magkukulong ako sa CR para palipasin ang pressure na nararamdaman ko. Nung isang araw na ginabi kami ng uwi, nag-CR ako sa office para mag-weewee, aba hindi ko namalayan nakatulog pala ako.

COMFORT ROOM, literally, it gives me COMFORT. Kapag masama ang loob ko at super naiyak ako, magkukulong lang ako ng CR, dun ko binubuhos lahat ng sakit na ayaw kong ipakita sa lahat ng taong pwedeng maapektuhan, tapos lalabas na parang walang nangyari. Kaya witness ang banyo sa mga heartaches ko. Hehe!

Kapag naguguluhan ako tungkol sa isang bagay, dito ako nag-mumuni-muni. Dito ako gumagawa at desisyon, dito ako nag-aanalyze. Siguro dahil ito lang yung place sa kung saan mang lugar na tahimik.

No wonder, CR ang favorite kong place sa office, at school aside sa kwarto ko.

Forgiveness....

” Whatever it is that you pray with faith, you will received”

Thank you Lord, for all the blessings you shower me whether it is big or small, my gratitude is overflowing.

Lord, you know what’s going on my mind and what’s my desires in my heart. I know you listen. You know what’s my feelings before I say it out to you. And I trust you. I offer you my life. I know your plans are greater than mine. Whatever it is that you planned for me, may I accept it with my whole heart and mind and soul. Thank you for the patience. I know in your perfect time, everything will be going well in my life. I claim it and I know you will give it to me.

Always teach me to be generous, to be humble and to be faithful.

I want to ask for forgiveness for everything that I’ve done wrong. I am not perfect. But thank you for giving me a strong conscience and wisdom. Continue to guide and bless me together my family and friends.

I LOVE YOU LORD BIGTIME.